Seriously people, I'm losing it here. I can't stop crying. The closest thing I can get to a description of how I'm feeling is angry. It's mixed in with frustration and confusion and anxiety, but mostly I feel angry.
Today is the last day of school. I really wanted to go in and see my kids one last time. But no, I'm stuck here at home because I don't have a car and I'm afraid to go anywhere alone anyways. I know that's silly but I'm just so scared that I'll go into labor and won't be able to drive back home. Plus, then Mike wouldn't have a way to get here. I'd rather he had the car so that he can get here if I need him. So here I sit, getting more frustrated woth waiting and NOTHING happening. I just hate it so much. I hate waiting. I hate not knowing. I'm tired. And I'm angry.