Seriously people, I'm losing it here. I can't stop crying. The closest thing I can get to a description of how I'm feeling is angry. It's mixed in with frustration and confusion and anxiety, but mostly I feel angry.
Today is the last day of school. I really wanted to go in and see my kids one last time. But no, I'm stuck here at home because I don't have a car and I'm afraid to go anywhere alone anyways. I know that's silly but I'm just so scared that I'll go into labor and won't be able to drive back home. Plus, then Mike wouldn't have a way to get here. I'd rather he had the car so that he can get here if I need him. So here I sit, getting more frustrated woth waiting and NOTHING happening. I just hate it so much. I hate waiting. I hate not knowing. I'm tired. And I'm angry.
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I'm here to officially serve an eviction notice. I'm sorry you are angry. I know I can't say anything to make it better, just know I'm thinking of you
I love Katie's 'eviction notice.' :)
I know this is long after you wrote your post, but I hope you are feeling better now. I hope that you and Mike are able to go out and do something this evening...even if it's only going for a walk (I obviously have no idea how hot it is there).
Love those hormones eh? She's coming. Hang in there!
I am so sorry. I promise in a few days you won't even remember how rotten you feel right now. She will make it all worth it!
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